going round the circle again...

today's the day the malaysia celebrates its first day after 50 years of independence.... the saying goes as you get older you get wiser...thats not really the case for me tough...not saying tat im old or anythin...its like im havin a 7 year old brain a 17 year old body...sigh...even Vanod...(of all ppl) asked me to grow up...jus because i watch high school musical...sigh...there is a thing not quite right about me...i cant seem to make up my mind...ive been going through it time and time again....like a road that never ends...why so??? the question tat has no answer...oh well...i think its time to grow up...so if anyone wishes to help...i welcome so....cheers..