empty....

click five- empty..*thatshowifeel*

Tried to take a picture of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Ooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty...

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FFFFFFIIIINNNNNAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYY!!!! my lifeless blog is updated....

i
dun
feel
like
bloggin
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but
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am...
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damn...
i am
yes...me...
i am....
W-E-I-R-D....

anyway...the i cant remember when was the last time i blogged....so...i'll jus talk bout things that i can remember... so first and foremost.....( this definitely has to be the first post) me...yi ling...farahin...han ming...jo anne and manissa went for COLBIE CAILLAT!!! sounds like ''COOK-MY CARROT!!!'' han ming was nice enuff to fetch me from my hse... * his driving is safe ppl!!* after 20 minutes of han ming's heart-wrenching roller coaster ride... we reached laundry at 5.45pm... * the ''concert'' more of a show case starts at 8pm* wat on earth were we doin there so early?!!?!? me and han ming stood infront of laundry like two ding dongs...sigh.. then decided to take a stroll around cineleisure... suddenly at the back of curve's boulevard...i see MR. and MRs. CHAN....hmmm...sneeky ppl...go colbie caillat oso never call me... sigh... anyway.. we were allowed into the concert area around 7.... me..farahin..yi ling and joanne made our way to the left of the stage... turned around...han ming..wee lim..roe were at the other side...yi ling and han ming had the same ticket but were on different sides...weird...anyway...we waited till 7.45.. and i told yi ling.. '' i wished it rained...'' * i was holding an umbrella at that time* hmm....it clearly didnt look like it was goin to rain... clear blue sky....patches of cotton wool clouds here and there... next thing you know.. '' WEI ITS RAINING!!!!!'' '' ALEX UMBRELLA!!!!!'' i opened the umbrella...and suddenly i became everyone's favourite person...while waiting for colbie to magically appear... we met sam..sue wei .. li may... peng khuan...evie...and ming han... anyway... while waiting for the rain to stop... Adam C and Nathali * from Hitz fm.. sry i listen to Mix fm* '''entertained''' us.. more like wasted our time....played sum really LAME-O games...anyway.. the rained eventually stopped...and finally ...YES.... FI-FI...FINALLY!!! colbie appears... weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....



last saturday... was bryan's birthday...yes ball ball teoh's bday... so me..kim...Mr. and Mrs. LO went to waffle world with MR. and Mrs. Teoh... yes ppl!! there is a MRS now... anyway... after eating we left.... kim had japanese language exam...lol...ppl are doing interesting stuff with their life...i am doing nothing...i feel so useless..sigh...anyway...while waiting for my mum at the usual taxi stand....gave a call to pee wee... ''eh tonite williams want?!?'' ''wait ah... *talks to his dad* ah ok ok'' so i fetched EVERYONE except chee boi to williams....here was my ''fun'' journey...

Royal Dutch Shell ----> Han ming's----> su wen's ----> ou ( wee and roe)--- Williams----> Ming tian----> han ming's-----> Royal dutch shell *again!!* -----> wee lim's------> Su wen's...

*everyone thinks im their driver...sigh...*

so yes...after williams... all of us except chee boi went to ming tian...for wat?!?! i got no idea... went to sit there...waste time...and drink more..sigh...

oh yes... SPM results... at first... i was happy with it... now... disappointed...but... wat can i do... jump off a building?? shoot myself?? starve myself?? slap myself?? you tell me...lolz...

HADDDD my sam term break last week... at first 9 days seemed quite long...butttttttttttt....i was wrong... it was 9 days of home work and assignments... sigh... physics.....chemistry....esl...
oh and i also received my Common Test 1 results... i did... BADLY...sigh...i look at my life now...all i see is... '' FAILURE!!!'' oh well...i'll see where the wind takes me... how would i describe my holidays...oh ya... PAINFUL!!... *it had to happen just when my hols started* was playing badminton last last sunday... dum ol' me... jumped and fell with my ankle twisted again...so my ankle was a golf ball once again... which ankle you say??!? same right one....its amazing i still haven broken my foot...wonderful eh... oh ya.. my colbie caillat concert tickets were purchased ...not given free with the album... her album was out of stock...so i had to buy the tix...which only cost 10 bucks each... gave one to slowie... hu... went for her ''freshies nite'' instead...sighh..came home..my mum went.. '' EH!!! why never buy for me!! i also want to go!!'' i never knew she liked colbie caillat... all i know is she likes MAROON 5...no kidding...she sings to '' wont go home without you'' while driving... sigh... mummy..mummy....

me..wenny..and steph went to curve the thursday b4 my hols... i wanted to see my fren's performance for fly fm's campur chart gik at laundry... so i drag those two along.. drinks at laundry aint very nice...bands performance was good... very good singer counted for a local band...went macD drive through after that... steph and wenny orders fries...with EXTRA salt... yao mo..... candidates for high blood pressure man... hu ever mixes with slowie is also a candidate for high blood pressure and heart attack... unless you are very patient... ''like me'' ... he slow-ness really gets to you man..hahhahhah

so we have this LAN project which the class decided to do a movie... and they MADE me director... they are so screwed man..work wouldnt get done till the last second man..sigh... so everyday ppl bring cam and stuff... so we get to cam whore...and best part...we have no maths lessons for a whole week...so 1 hour extra or break!!woohoo!! oh ya...my class is goin to an old folks home to help them paint!! weee !! it'll be fun.... hahahahaha... good thing is tat our spec maths teacher is bringin us.. MR. Lee .. get to listen to his '' funny'' jokes and stories..hahahah...

my class...

anyway...i got to run...i'll blog again sumtime soon.. * i cant upload the pics... so next time *

shine your light.....

I see a winner...

i love it...

......................... ''hear that ??'' mmhmm.. thats how im feeling right now... i feel nothing... ( Day 65)

HELLO WORLD!!!! How are you?? i hope ya'll are doing great...as for me... i've never been happier... life's horrible... extremely high possibility i'll fail my exams...hmm... wat else... im tired of everything that has happened... erm.. the feeling inside is just empty and oh ya did i mention?? life's a nightmare...

so today me and a whole bunch of ppl sat for our first common test...SPEC MATHS!! and boy... was it fun.... everyone enjoyed themselves and so did i.... looking to my right... could see this guy sweating and scratchin his head, trying to solve a question... to my left... the guy jus went to sleep... it felt so much like a roller coaster ride... im not too sure how everyone rated the paper...but as for me.. it was tough... and left two questions un-finished...fantastic rite???? -.- it was either the questions were tough or im jus plain dumb... im going for the latter...

thats all i have to say.... take care..cheers

*i need sleep*

Short and sweet...( Day 8)

There's a hole in my heart tonight,
There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow,
There's a hole in the my heart tonight,
Don't let there be a hole in your heart tomorrow.

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Before i begin... i would jus like to take a deep longggggg breathe... and AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! .... its 11pm and i still got un-finish work to attend to.. talk about leaving things to the 11th hour.. lolz.. ive been non-stop working since fri nite... urgh...it sooooo sucks... here's a funny thing... back in the days when teachers in school used to mark homework... i never complete them... now when lecturers dun mark our homework.... i insist on completing it... i leave in an upside down world...lolz...

1) CHINESE NEW YEAR...

my chinese new year was very much quiet compared to the rest of the years... as usual nite b4 had reunion dinner... then first day was usual visiting all the relatives... the rest of the week was kept for more dinner and houses to visit... angpau collection was quite sad but didn really bother me... somehow this CNY, visiting relatives and the CNY tradition were more important...and yes... i only saw lion dance once this year... and guess wat... it was at college... pathetic life huh...hahahaha...tats my CNY....

2) QUIZ...QUIZ...QUIZ

yes yes yes... my last couple of weeks were stressed out by good'ol quizzes... had two chem quizzes and one maths.... screwed all of them up as usual... lazy me haven been studyin....too much tv... sigh...our second chem quiz was interesting... Ms.Isabel bought us choci's!!! she said tats wat singapore does... they leave sweets on examination desk for students to eat during the test so that they wont fall asleep... so everyone was munching away... and some of them were trying to steal from others... ( yip gene!!!!) hahahahaha...

3) EXAM EXAM EXAM...

once again... yes yes yes .... my next couple of weeks is filled with exam... not jus any... they are COMMON TEST!!!!! which means they are counted for my internals... which means..

RIP

ALEX

1990 - 2008

mmhmm... im dead....i know nuts... oh well...wish me luck ppl....

4) PROJECT PROJECTS PROJECTS

i hate SAM SAM SAM... -.- it seems that every week we get a new project... CHILD ABUSE !!! SOMEONE !!! ANYONE!!! SAVE US!!! so now... we got... TWO!! yes ppl...not ONE!! but TWO!!! (2) LAN projects... one physics project....one chemistry project.... and one esl project.... wait let me count....hmmmmmmmmmm.......tats 5 projects!!! insane ppl....sigh...

5) JL's open hse... or wtv it was...it was a gatherin...

So yesterday we all went to JL's new hse at the other end of the world... boy, was it far... an aeroplane shud have picked me and slowie since his place so near the airport... party was suppose to start at 6 but i had to go later...couldn complete work in time... so i manage to drag slowie along...din wan to go alone so late...ahahaha.. *sry slowie!!!*ahhahahaha...the house was nice... nicely decorated oso... as usual the girls were cam whoring... erm...then we gambled the nite away...at first JL was winning...oh ya he was banker..ahahahaha.... happy la he... win our money... i kept losing....sigh... but after switching places with him.... and a change of personal sitting next to me...i started winning and JL started losing..AHAHAHAHHAHA...you see...JL is one KEDEKUT person... and i mean KEDEKUT! so the day he gave you money....it was a historical day... and yes... he ended up losing!!ahahahahhah *sry jl!!!*hahahhaha..

kk i gtg... got to prepare for spec maths... upload pics another day.... got a pic of my 5 card 21...hahahaha... take care...