I see a winner...

i love it...

......................... ''hear that ??'' mmhmm.. thats how im feeling right now... i feel nothing... ( Day 65)

HELLO WORLD!!!! How are you?? i hope ya'll are doing great...as for me... i've never been happier... life's horrible... extremely high possibility i'll fail my exams...hmm... wat else... im tired of everything that has happened... erm.. the feeling inside is just empty and oh ya did i mention?? life's a nightmare...

so today me and a whole bunch of ppl sat for our first common test...SPEC MATHS!! and boy... was it fun.... everyone enjoyed themselves and so did i.... looking to my right... could see this guy sweating and scratchin his head, trying to solve a question... to my left... the guy jus went to sleep... it felt so much like a roller coaster ride... im not too sure how everyone rated the paper...but as for me.. it was tough... and left two questions un-finished...fantastic rite???? -.- it was either the questions were tough or im jus plain dumb... im going for the latter...

thats all i have to say.... take care..cheers

*i need sleep*

Short and sweet...( Day 8)

There's a hole in my heart tonight,
There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow,
There's a hole in the my heart tonight,
Don't let there be a hole in your heart tomorrow.

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Before i begin... i would jus like to take a deep longggggg breathe... and AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! .... its 11pm and i still got un-finish work to attend to.. talk about leaving things to the 11th hour.. lolz.. ive been non-stop working since fri nite... urgh...it sooooo sucks... here's a funny thing... back in the days when teachers in school used to mark homework... i never complete them... now when lecturers dun mark our homework.... i insist on completing it... i leave in an upside down world...lolz...

1) CHINESE NEW YEAR...

my chinese new year was very much quiet compared to the rest of the years... as usual nite b4 had reunion dinner... then first day was usual visiting all the relatives... the rest of the week was kept for more dinner and houses to visit... angpau collection was quite sad but didn really bother me... somehow this CNY, visiting relatives and the CNY tradition were more important...and yes... i only saw lion dance once this year... and guess wat... it was at college... pathetic life huh...hahahaha...tats my CNY....

2) QUIZ...QUIZ...QUIZ

yes yes yes... my last couple of weeks were stressed out by good'ol quizzes... had two chem quizzes and one maths.... screwed all of them up as usual... lazy me haven been studyin....too much tv... sigh...our second chem quiz was interesting... Ms.Isabel bought us choci's!!! she said tats wat singapore does... they leave sweets on examination desk for students to eat during the test so that they wont fall asleep... so everyone was munching away... and some of them were trying to steal from others... ( yip gene!!!!) hahahahaha...

3) EXAM EXAM EXAM...

once again... yes yes yes .... my next couple of weeks is filled with exam... not jus any... they are COMMON TEST!!!!! which means they are counted for my internals... which means..

RIP

ALEX

1990 - 2008

mmhmm... im dead....i know nuts... oh well...wish me luck ppl....

4) PROJECT PROJECTS PROJECTS

i hate SAM SAM SAM... -.- it seems that every week we get a new project... CHILD ABUSE !!! SOMEONE !!! ANYONE!!! SAVE US!!! so now... we got... TWO!! yes ppl...not ONE!! but TWO!!! (2) LAN projects... one physics project....one chemistry project.... and one esl project.... wait let me count....hmmmmmmmmmm.......tats 5 projects!!! insane ppl....sigh...

5) JL's open hse... or wtv it was...it was a gatherin...

So yesterday we all went to JL's new hse at the other end of the world... boy, was it far... an aeroplane shud have picked me and slowie since his place so near the airport... party was suppose to start at 6 but i had to go later...couldn complete work in time... so i manage to drag slowie along...din wan to go alone so late...ahahaha.. *sry slowie!!!*ahhahahaha...the house was nice... nicely decorated oso... as usual the girls were cam whoring... erm...then we gambled the nite away...at first JL was winning...oh ya he was banker..ahahahaha.... happy la he... win our money... i kept losing....sigh... but after switching places with him.... and a change of personal sitting next to me...i started winning and JL started losing..AHAHAHAHHAHA...you see...JL is one KEDEKUT person... and i mean KEDEKUT! so the day he gave you money....it was a historical day... and yes... he ended up losing!!ahahahahhah *sry jl!!!*hahahhaha..

kk i gtg... got to prepare for spec maths... upload pics another day.... got a pic of my 5 card 21...hahahaha... take care...

Hole in my heart the world (Day 8)

fell in love with this song....

There's a hole in the world tonight.
There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.
There's a hole in the world tonight.
Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

They say that anger is just love disappointed.
They say that love is just a state of mind,
but all this fighting over who will be anointed.
Oh how can people be so blind

[Chorus:]
There's a hole in the world tonight.
There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.
There's a hole in the world tonight.
Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

Oh they tell me there's a place over yonder,
cool water running through the burning sand,
until we we learn to love one
another we never reach the promise land.

[Chorus:]
There's a hole in the world tonight.
There's a Cloud of fear and sorrow.
There's a hole in the world tonight.
Don't let there be a hole in the world tomorrow.

Take everything with a pinch of salt... ( Food also...) (Day 6)

this is a temporary post... really got no time to post up anythin....got so much to say...but time is my ENEMY!! ofcuz i got more enemies la... like maggi the mosquitoe... dumdi the house fly.... and SAM... my life partner... sigh.. anyways... just wanna wish all the couples out there..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

and to all the singles'....

HAPPY SINGLES AWARENESS DAY!!

k..tats it... i will post sumthin over the weekend..i hope...




life is nothing more than a nightmare at the moment... ppl's happiness is more important than mine...
HAH... i give up trying... it aint worth it...

Usher in the squeekkie rat... (Day 55)

Merry Christmas everyone!!!! oh wait... no... cough cough...let me try again..here goes...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! ah....better...though i guess slowie would be kinda still celebrating christmas now...hahahah...

to think about it.. it doesnt feel like a whole year has gone by...time does fly... still have that feeling that i jus finished celebrating last year's new year...lolz..

'' YAY!!! got Yee Sang and Chicken floss rolls to eat!!! '' Hmmm... didnt i jus eat that couple weeks ago...'' '' Nola ah boy...you dreamin is it... last CNY so long ago di...'' '' YA meh.... dun believe...you still look so young...*ways to get bigger and fatter ang pao*''


so wats new with the year of the rat...here's a lil guidance for my fellow reptiles for the year 2008...* erm for you ppl who do not know... i was born in the year of the snake..*



Snake : 1917, 1929, 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, 1989, 2001
This year will find the energetic rat providing a wonderland of opportunities to the awakening snake. Show your true self and be honest with those who care about you. This may be difficult for the snake who is used to keeping tightly coiled, but there will be little need to use your venom to protect yourself this year. Happiness will be abundant in relationships with friends and family as long as you can uncoil. Successful results in business, especially new ventures, lie ahead for you. Your ability to take quick, decisive actions and make the right decisions will be a great benefit to your career. This may lead you to some big opportunities that you will be ready to take advantage of. Curb the impulsive to spend unwisely. Earth influences favor conservative spending for the snake, but with energy flowing so strongly, you may not be able to resist a quick buy that can turn out to be a mistake .

I hope we all have a good year ahead of us... Happy New Year... *Ps...we eat rats for breakfast dun we... hahhah*

Its a losing game.. ( Day 53)

Baby, look here at me
Have you ever seen me this way?
I've been fumblin' for words
Through the tears and the hurt and the pain.
I'm gonna lay it all out
On the line tonight.
And I think that it's time
To tell this uphill fight goodbye.

Have you ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same?
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain.
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losin' game.

I know that baby, you've tried
To find me somewhere inside of you.
But, you know you can't lie
girl you can't hide the truth.oh noo
Sometimes two hearts
Just can't dance to the same beat.
So I'll pack up my things,
And I'll take what remains of me.

Have you ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same?
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain.
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losin' game.

I know that I'll never be the man that you need or love
Yeah, baby it's killin' me to stand here and see
I'm not what you've been dreamin' of

Have you ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same?
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain.
And if love is really forever,
I'm a winner at a losin' game.

Oh, oh, oh, if love is really forever
I'm a winner at a losin' game
Ooo, I'm tired of losing
Oh, oh, oh.
Mmmmm.

I give up.. you win.. lolz (Day 51)

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

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Drum roll ppl... for we are about to begin with Alex's One Stop Sports Result...



Man utd was held to a disappointing 1-1 draw by Spurs ... * spurs fans you all watch out *



Tiger lifted his second trophy of the year by birdie-ing a 25 foot putt at the 18th to win the Dubai classic.



Sharapova swept past Shahar Peer 6-1, 6-1 to give Russia a 4-1 victory over Israel in Fed Cup..

wat's tennis without her?

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WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING TO THE PEOPLE OF MALAYSIA?!?!?!?!?

first... kidnapping a young girl and chopping her to bits and pieces...

second... another kid goes missing...till now not found..

next... we constantly read things happenin in our government that we all wish never happened...

then... one of our minister is involved in a sex scandal...

doesnt stop there... snatch thief has officially become a career...

so here is another example of the great malaysian way...the other day... i was out and about... and suddenly i saw this really really cute dog...it was a shitzu... even my mum said it was super cute... we approached the pup with intention to pet it.. jus to find out that it has mange... yes..the pup was left there by its useless owner jus because it has a skin disease...i understand that it has no cure to it... but why make it suffer summore and jus leave it in the open?? ever thought it could freeze to death in the rain?? its a pet dog for heaven's sake... it could even get knocked down a car...or even rolled over... cant you just take good care of it until its time on earth is up? or atleast put it to sleep to end the poor fella's misery? for those who have pets at home... pls take care of it like its family..if not..dun bother having a pet...imagine if you were sick...and your family jus dumped you by the side of the road... wait...real family wouldn't do such things...
*damn you previous owner*

poor oliver...

OH!!! remember the time when REMPITS were first introduced... now they are so common... well..now i give to you.. KEMPITS!!! ( Kereta + Rempit = KEMPIT) ahahaha... have you all seen the cars which are really all jang-ed up...as in all those kancils and wiras... where they ada bunyi tak ada power wan... bare in mind...no gaya no mutu oso...ahahaha...ya...so there you have it...all new KEMPITS...ahahaha...

fine example... ppl...if you wan a mini cooper..go get one..
dun try to make you kancil look like one..
it aint workin...for real...

i guess tats all.. take care ppl... Sorry to everyone as i know i've made a lot of mistakes... I give up... sick and tired...

random pic..was bored in class..lolz

The world is tooo big for me... ( Day 49)

She's not a drama queen,
She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen but tired
She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

Woke up this morning with a hopeful feeling but once again.. my day ends with splendid misery....

tree...i feel your pain bro...

tired...sick of it...alone...sad....

Gong Xi Fa Chai... ''where's my angpau??'' (Day 48)

I'll be missing you...

Seems like yesterday
we used to rock the show
I laced the track you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block of dough
Notorious, they got to know that!
Life ain't always what it seems to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone
We still a team
Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams

we shall begin with.... Alex's One Stop Sports Results.... Episode 2....ahahahhaha


on todays news... Tiger birdied the 18th to lead the field by 1... with Damien McGrane and Henrik Stenson,the defending champion close behind, the world number one has to step up his game for the third and forth day to bag the 'Dubai Desert Classic'



Next...Man Utd thumped Portsmouth 2-0 at the ''Theater of Dreams''.. A brace from Ronaldo was enough to see Man U through after a spectacular performance by the Red Devils...the first goal was capped off by Ronny after a intelligent dink ball by his national compatriot Nani... the second was a fantastic individual effort by the Portuguese star... Placing the ball roughly 25 yards from the goal mouth... Ronny thundered in a superb freekick...



thats all for this edition of Alex's One Stop Sports news... (mostly footie and golf...and a lil tennis & badminton)

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Hmm... A new month , a new beginning???? not.....what better way to start the month off than to have exams!! lolz.. so yes... its the 1st of feb and i sat for my Lan common test 1... and Chemistry quiz 1....Lan was...cold...ahaha...exams ok la...wasnt sure of afew only..shud be fine... Chem was... *no comment* .. ahaha... it wasnt hard.... shud be fine oso kua....ahahaha....after skippin lunch to read chem it BETTER be fine...ahahaha...so the day started off with all of us heading to the library to listen to some research talk...din really listen...was reading chem notes on9..ahahaha then later on went for LAN... after resting my rear end on the cold and stiff chair at the back end... of the room... the teacher went... '' S3... pls leave the room'' she must have either left her brains at home or she never had any...cuz yesterday she said that my class was to sit for the exam first... so that buys us one and the half hours to study for chem.. you see...break was after LAN... anyway...so now we had a 30 min break out of no where...went to the cafeteria to grab sumthin to eat and study LAN...to our great delight..there was no food.. -.- ..apart sum left over danish...really... only like 2 or 3 left...had to stuff tat down... went for lan and bombarded my way through the single piece of A4 paper...lolz...headed to the library for more CHEM!! ahaha...yup we skipped lunch... Then it was time...with my bladder 3/4 full..i sat for my chem quiz...how ''smart'' of me...half way through the questions...sumthing bit my leg.. i looked down and there was a small bunch og ants on the floor... all crowding around the piece of cornflake which Shu Ling dropped...-.- ... * new way to sabo ppl durin exam* hahhaha...then it was freeeeddom!!ahahaha...


Was pretty much busy the whole day...then later on met up with monkey and slowie for a movie..suppose to be for dinner...but couldn make it... which means...no dinner for me..ahahaha.. we watched ''P2''... not a very smart choice by slowie as they two were lookin at their palms more than anythin...movie wasnt half bad... not sayin tat it was great either...decided to stuff myself up with pop corn..ahha..and i did...now i feel awful..lolz..and now im here...writting bout my insignificant and boring life...ahahahahhah...

not for the faint hearted...lolz

NEVER mess with a lady...trust me..

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A few random points...

1) Ali Larter is hot...

drooooooollss....

sweet.....

2) Macdonald's Cornetto Mcflurry strawberry flavour is like a fireworks of amazing sweetness...



3) yes.... i cracked my phone screen for the second time... dunno how i did it this time...think must have dropped it... sigh... whY!?!?!

my phone looks like this now...sniff...

4) Last but not least... WHY mus KL have a public holiday..and not selangor... -.- ... while ppl from HELP got to enjoy their day...we TAYLOR's ppl were sufferin... where is justice in that?!?! and since Thaipusam could be a national holiday... for the fact that KL was included... why cant it be FT-SEL holiday.. so ppl from selangor and Federal territory could enjoy the nice day...well now it aint so nice...AND!!! the horror doesn stop there... suddenly today it was SUPER DUPER heavy traffice all over PJ... residents from KL... dun invade our land pls.... ''we come in peace'' ... the traffic was TERRIBLE!!! sigh...



anyway...tats all for this time...take care...bb

Gong Xi Fa Chai!!!
i wan my ang pau'ssssssss
(in advance)
hahahahhahhah...cheers